after what you have heard,
thank you for being so appreciative back then.
Thank you for not being rude or cocky,
thank you for listening, thank you for being cool with it.
Thank you for letting me taste the unattainable feelings.
Thank you for every moment you shared with me.
For being such a good co-worker,
for willing to be the inspiration of my writings,
for teaching me how to be different with other,
also, for being in my days,
I wish you a very happy life, I wish you a very great future ahead.
I hope you won't give up on your dreams,
no matter how hard it is to reach it, I hope you'll get it someday.
I apologize if I couldn't handle that situation very well, sorry I was such an idiot there. I wasn't ready for what you asked me, I wasn't prepared for what you said.
I'm not good at expressing my feelings and or my thoughts, so I let them scream in every writings of mine.
I guess this is the right time for me to start a new chapter and just live in the moment.
As I write this, I'm officially trying to get rid of you.
Once again, thank you for being you.
Someday. Somehow. I will be at these places overseas. Paying myself for these and those years.
I want to travel to New Zealand because I wanna have a nice nap with the sheeps on the meadow among those hills. I must travel to Japan because I want to taste the real fresh sushi, sasimi, ramen and make my own lunch. I shall travel to Australia because I miss being there, esp in Canberra and Sydney! And I also want to satisfy my old dream to get to the university in Adelaide. I need to travel to US because I've been inspired by the tv series i've been watched lately. I gotta take a yellow cab, have a roadtrip from one state to another with my fellows. Have my brunch. I want to take photos in the McGee Pub(pardon me), get to New Jersey, CA, Hawaii etc. Also I want to have a tour with Gondola and taste how better is italian food cooked by the native, that's why I want to go to Venice Italy.
I really hope that one day I'll be able to travel, or even better if I could stay there to study abroad or work. Or both! I'm so excited.